28 diciembre, 2007

new years

After spending last new years watching fireworks exploding and filling the sky as the Eiffel tower rised and sparkled, I'm a bit afraid.
I did missed that day, accompanied by the champagne, my hometown, my friends.
Dancing on the street till your feet get hurt.

I'm going to have all that again now...
but I guess I'll always miss Paris and its perfume of melancholy under the full moon.
Notre Dame's dizzy height and calling out for a known voice along the river.

You seemed happy that day...
I just could never have stayed, you loved someone you never knew.
You loved someone that only existed at that time, and it wasn't me.

I guess I just feel a bit guilty... but I told you before... that I was so much more.
You stayed with that perfect picture of me, you never saw through it, before it or past it.
Never in motion.

I told you not to fall inlove, I told you "you may not like what the whole is".

You wanted to see it, but timing and distance makes it impossible...
So you just stayed with the perfect angle of the best of my faces.
And then blame it on me.


I'm sorry...